Ever felt like dropping it all? Ever felt like venturing into something else, something that your heart desires? Something that you could give back to the society? Or, just anything other than your job now.....
Well....that's what I'm feeling these few days. I wish this and that, bla,bla,bla.... Is it wrong to feel this way? You know, you will come to a point in your life's journey, where you pause to reflect on your path, or muhasabah...I've been doing just that, and still doing it now... I've been very indecisive on pursuing MBA before. Now its whether MBA or should i take professional diploma on subjects like Early Childhood Education or Learning Disabilities in Children. Hmmm.... that boils down to again, what my plans are from now till my retirement age?? One thing for sure, i don't want to work in the Telecommunication industry until 50!!! This job is my method of earning money, my rezeki for a living and my family, but it does not mean i must continue doing it.....
I want to do something that i could earn money from, at the same time giving back to the society and most of all, to grant pahala and redha from Allah, the All Mighty.... One field i know i want to pursue is Early Childhood Education or Learning Disabilities in Children, simply because children are Amanah from Allah, and or greatest investment, be it in a family or in a country. Its such a big impact to a society by these little people. Sad to say , i feel that we still have
a loong way to go......... InsyaAllah we will get there.....
Raising 3 gals (age 9, 7 & 6 now) gives me a lot of opportunities for trial and error on various upbriging methods, but the result is always based on my motherly instinct. At the same time, well informed parents could be more positive to the children's life.
Until I can decide what i want to do next, it will be solat Hajat and Istiqharah to perform for His guidance.......
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